Sides of a coin.

Oh,I've been living the american dream,
been licking that ice cream.
I live life without a care,
and no,I never share
the luxury that god gave to me.

I am perfect to the seam,
my self esteem
is as perfect as it seems.
I'm beautiful,a gem,
a rare guilty pleasure.
Picture perfect to the core,
give me that love galore.

Oh no,I'm stuck inside a nightmare.
Been bitten and snatched with words built like snares.
My life is a mess,
I can't ever dress!
People laugh and laugh until their lungs give out,
because they tell me that's what I'm about.

I am impure,
a true ugly monstrosity.
I've been giving away my life for free,
Oh please.
Ugly,stupid,brainless,dead to everyone.
Rotten to the core,
don't hit me anymore.